先日誕生日を迎えました。
前の日と何が変った訳では無いけど、新年と迎える時と同じく、何かしら帯を締めるというか、自分にちょっとしたプレッシャーを感じます。
で、ここ最近何度となく思う事。
丁寧に生きようと思います。
去年末の事故しかり、人間関係しかり、家族に対する対応しかり、丁寧さが足りないと、必ず何かしら自分に跳ね返りがあるような気がする。
まだまだ先は長いと思うけど、自分や自分を取り巻くものに丁寧になろうと思います。
I just had a birthday and I had a blast with my friends from college.
Though nothing has changed from the day before, I feel a pure pressure as I feel when I welcome a new new year.
It is not like a new year resolution, but there is one thing I had been thinking of these days..
I want to live with politeness to myself and also anything surrounding me.
I want to treat myself, friends, and family with politeness and pay more attention to them.
I know something happens when I am not really polite or careless to others, such as an accident I got in last year. I may have hurt friends or family with my unthoughtful words.... and things like that.
Well, I believe I still have more to go, I want to keep telling myself to take a deep breath and be nice and thoughtful to anything surrounds me.
